done!!!

HAHA not even mid week and i am done writing my outlines! done i mean from chapter one to the end of the book... which just so happens to be exactly 30 chapters. I finished the last 7 in class today. like for a while i was stuck and i literally stared at the book for hours trying to figure it out and the moment i stopped. BOOM i realized it instatly one chapter after another until i finished. So now that i have completed that I;m going to start on chapter six. though im taking a break today. after i finish m science/ french homework im going to relaxe and watch tv. simple easy and no brain use nessesary. Then tommorrow i will probably bring my laptop to school. after school i can spend some time and jsut sit down and write and of course i have my lunch period. So i will do that....
J.

ok guys even better news ! Usually i come with complaints worries and freak outs, well no more! i am not only ahead but i am majorly ahead! and im just so into the story now that i find reality off! ive been writing in between classes once im done work, any possible moment and i am already at outline of chapter 27!! yes 27. so not only am i ahead but i will probably be able to start actually writing very soon in which case i might be able to finish even sooner than planned. I am almost at the climax of the book, good news there. now back to my very sad and lame reality.
J.

Ps if i ever become a total bitch because i get famous or something do slap me! i mean i doubt i will but people always say fame wont change me and in a few months..... So i dont want to be a wanna-be brand whore. or sheep :P be original and toodles.

YES-NESS

For all of my followers i bring great news!! not only have i caught up 100% I've writen till outline chapter 17 which is TUESDAYS work!! hahahaha maybe ill be able to start week writing sooner than expected :P erin would love that.* So anyways even more great news for nanowrimo me: i have also finished all my homework, and went to leahs birthday dinner ( which was awesoemly hilarious even if i did hang out with her brother more than i did her :P) while bringing the most awesomesauce card ever! it was a plain-ish cover and then it opened up and there was like BOOM colour, and poems that i wrote for her. and then you flip it open and there is a portrait of her that i drew that took like 5 hours this morning :P its based off an old picture but its still like exactly like her. So all in all i won the card contest BY FAR! woot.
J.

*erin's like my publisher reviewer person :P

Week 3

Okay week 3 gone and done and you wont believe it. Until this morning, i was still at three outlines. yes three. Then after once again reading through my posts i forced my self to read the last 50 pages and update till 5 outlins. yes 5. so week 3 and i was only at 5 paragraphs. how pathetic. Thing is after i finished that. i caught up. the only reason it was taking long was because of the reading part. once i was done with that continuing the story wasnt hard. So i wrote 10 more outlines back to back boom-boom booom! it was perfect. so yes for those who cant do math i am at 15 outlines in total. which means if i write 6 more tomorrow i will be completly back on track. easy peasy. though now i do have to make a bday card for leah, write a page for french. and go to leahs birthday dinner tomorrow because i accidentally blew the entire day writing!! I'm actually really proud of myself usualy days when im writing i get sidetracked. either by tv or another book that im reading so ill take like hour breaks in between but today once i got past the reading part it was great i literally sat writing all day and i didnt even notice the time passing except for when i got hungry at around 3 :P but besides that. yays.
anyways back to my own personal world. see you all next week.
J.

week 2

Today is the first day of week 2i am still where i wrote yesturday. So now the idea is writing 5 today. though with the amount of homework i have im not sure ill be able to. i have a mining project about copper cliffs. and french test to study for and a geo test to study for and i have to fill out my products sheet. altogether not a lot but ill tell you. it sure does take a long time.
hopefully i can atleast get it to 16. i need to re evaluate my chart. i wasnt thinking realisticly.
until saturday,
J.

update week 1

Okay on paper it looked a lot easyer then actually doing it. Week one is almost up already being saturday afternoon and all and imonly done till chapter 3. not thirteen. so either i wrrite the other 2 i have done and create 8 more. im not going to be finished. now i do know that im probably not going to hae 31 chapters. so im going to just try to keep up best i can. writing as much as possible doing as many of these outlines i have time for. I didnt realize how tired i was after my homework till i started writing after i finished my homework. omg i just keep thinking i wanna go to sleep i wanna go to sleep. now of course once im done catching up i can start writing outlines whenever. So like in the morning on the bus, or at lunch or even during class if i have time. it'll work out its just this first week of getting used to it tat im having a hard time with. once im in the mood and the rythm im sure this'll go alot faster. Lets cross our fingers!! X.
Even though i have a lot of homework this weekend im sure ill still have time to atleast finish and write... one or two. which means i will still be behind but i'll probably be able to catch up if i continue like this.
J.

reading

For a few days ive caught myself several times waiting for justin to sign on. This was weird in my mind becausde i couldnt find anything to do unless he was online to talk to... So i started thinking what exactly did i do before justin and i started going out. because i didnt have my laptop i hadnt spent much time on the computer. so i finally figured it out. I used to read. THATS why i read 600 pages a day. thats why i started writing. because i spent so much free time doing it. and i used to fall in love with the stories. that again is a reason i started writing. i always used to love how the stories would unfold with the pages. I could spend hours reading these amazing stories like they were my own life. I loved that feeling like i could do anything. And i appreciated every word the authors wrote, every word tied together in sentences that create this story. It was amazing and i always wanted to do that. I wanted to be the one to make that. i wanted to create those stories with my OWN words. to have my name on my own story. i loved the story. I found that again. and im reading again! and writing and im finidn myself again and even though that means i talk to justin less and i miss him more when we DO get to see each other its just us two the rest of the world just drops away and its an amazing feeling. lol that sounds like something in a book :) my writing self just coming alive. i love that feeling too. my thoughts writen coming together and then poof actual flow and story :)
J.

New goals

Dear readers,
I'm proud to say that i now am back on track. For a few months now, i haven't been able to write, i've been stuck and uninsperated, and most of all un willing. But no more. With the few simple words of one of our olympic athletes i have reset my goals to finish my book on time WITH a few extra weeks to review. For a while i was contemplating moving my due date forwards. Now i realize how much a mistake that would've been. had i changed the date i would never finish my book, it would just continue to be put off, until one day i would realize that high school was almost over and i was still not done. Then with Nanowrimo* startingi remembered why i loved to write so much, why i wanted this goal so bad. I got my motive back! During the month of november while others are writing books i will be writing a chapter by chapter outline of my book. Yes that is right! the only reason i havent really been able to write much is because once i get into the mood, into the part, i can never figure out whats going to happen next. once i know that writing is easy you just describe and write. but once the figuring out part is done... well easy peasy. So while others are writing 100 000 words i will be writing a simple outline... i think that fair don't you? so there it is. After that all i'll need to do is write a chapter a week after that which again should not be that hard, once i have the outline that is. Following that set i should be dont somewhere in the month of february or march. not exact yet because i dont have the outline so no set amount of chapters. There you all go.... hmm i wonder if anyone actually reads this anymore. No matter it is out there for the futur when im all famous and i will still know who my first followers were. :P By the way my book wednesdays ** well now it will be moved to saturday because that is the end on my weeks thus the end of my weekly goal. i can then update you on how that is going and making sure that you all stay updated on whats going on.
30 sum outlines
30 days.
and 30 sum chapters
and a 6 months.
J.

*Nanowrimo is the writers month. Basically writers all over the world use this month to try to write 100,000 word books. ALL OVER THE WORLD! some people prepare all year for this.
** ya remember like oh..... 7 months ago i decided to make book writting wednesdays and blog about my book every wednesday... and then i totally didnt follow it. yea that one